Ten days of wondering if I was pregnant
Ten days of working through the emotions and reality of a new baby...enjoying "my secret"
Ten days of "medical confirmation" and sharing the big news with my children, family, and friends
Ten days of bleeding, depression, loss, dispair, moving
Ten more days to go...
Life is changing too quickly for me to keep up with. How do I get through this? What do I pray for?
My prayer was to have this baby...why was I ignored? why was I cheated? why was I played as a pawn? why did this begin and end at such a difficult time and in a such a difficult way? why didn't my baby develop properly? WHY??? For crying out loud, WHY???? and what do I do now?
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