Saturday, October 24, 2009

I'd like to have a new blog posting

I'd like to blog again, I realy would. But I've been feeling stuck in a rut! Maybe it's called writers block. Maybe it's called perfectionism getting in the way. Maybe I have too many things to juggle everyday and this just isn't a priority. Maybe I'm overwhelmed with the basic neccesities of my life and don't have time to sit down and rehash it all. I have plenty of thoughts and pictures to share but I can't seem to get them organized THE. RIGHT. WAY. So instead I scan and skim other blogs and other websites and other links. Nothing has really inspired me to just jump back into the blogging thing though. I feel frozen. A couple weeks ago I played around with a new blog facelift. I changed the colors and layout a few times... I updated some of the links on the side... I tried adding new music to my playlist but apparently it's not working... I'm playing around with a new blog name... I've considered changing the website address because I'm not sure familychrysalis.blogspot is THE. RIGHT. ONE. anymore. (...taking a big breath...) It's just not quite right so I prOcrAstInAtE and sit here wishing I could do better...be better...have better... Now I better go do something else like feed my kids breakfast, sew on Ethan's new scout patches and get all of us ready for the big bowl-a-thon today. Since I need to get the sewing machine out, I should finish hemming my new living room drapes that I'm completely loving (but procrastinating on about this final step...for some reason). I also have a little pile of sewing repairs on various clothing articles, a bedspread that needs some TLC stiching repairs and three pairs of new pants that need to be hemmed. That all adds up to a bunch of of sewing projects which sounds like too much to get done in one session so I may or may not start on any of it right now. However, I do need to get the patches sewn on so YES, I WILL START IT ALL, right now (well after breakfast gets going). No more procrastination. I just don't have time for all the energy it takes to keep procrastinating the small stuff. Know what I mean?

There. I have a new blog post. :-) Like it or not, I'm hitting the "publish post" box...........NOW.